has it really been a year since i wrote on here? i mean its not unusual for me to not write in this for a while. ive been faithful. just uhh hmm . . . distracted. yeah distracted. so much has happend. ive lost my vcard got a tattoo and had a salvia trip just this last weekend. pretty crazy huh. oh well. now im doing the whole local school thing since london was too much money. i havent lost sight of who i am or want to be. its just taking a wobbly path i guess.